Day 197…

10.1.12

Well it is the start of another week (and month – hello October) and we are now officially entering week 4 of remission.  I am up and ready for the week to being.  Starting things fresh with a shave of the head and off to work I go…

I have been asked often how I feel these days, and it is such a hard thing for me to quantify and answer.  Do I feel good?  Yes.  Do I feel a sense of relief? Yes.  Am I still tired and rundown? Yes.  Will that feeling go away soon?  No idea, but I sure hope so.  It’s funny when you’re given a clean slate that in theory lets your life go on a new course without any reservations, but the reality is that isn’t really the case.  I will still be anxious for the next 24-36 months in some capacity while I monitor and hope that the cancer stays away, but I have promised myself that I stay positive, that I try to live each day for that day and that I build my mind and body back together.  Sorry for the minor tangent, but it’s been on my mind and I wanted to express it…

Anyway, back at the office we are busy starting off the week.  As I mentioned on Friday, I have to go to Boston this week for two presentations, so I’m engrossed in getting the decks together.  They are moving along, with a few hiccups, but overall I think that they are in a good place…

Trying to get things organized for the Light the Night walk that is this Wednesday evening.  I’m excited to walk amongst fellow survivors and with Team in Training.  It will be inspiring and I think a positive environment for me to be in.  I have high expectations that this will make me feel even more empowered as a survivor…

Wrapping things up at the office and heading home to the pup…

Until tomorrow…

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