Day 100…

6.26.12

I’d like to say good morning to you all, but unfortunately it isn’t a good morning for me.  I slept terrible and I’m not going to sugar coat any of this post – this sucks.  Easily this is the worst round yet in terms of overall just feeling like total garbage.  I hardly slept because I unfortunately napped in the afternoon after treatment and on top of that, I feel so lethargic that I find myself just staring off into space thinking about nothing.  It is a numbing feeling and it blows…

My Mom is forcing me to eat an english muffin with jelly this morning because I hardly ate last night and while I don’t enthusiastically endorse the idea of eating right now, I know that she’s right and I need to.  Also going to take a shower to see if I can wash away any of the awful feeling that I have…shower was good, but I still feel the same.  I think this will be one of those days…

Laying around on the couch, my sister has arrived and the three of us are just hanging around.  My Mom and sister are keeping busy with little things around the apartment before heading out to get some lunch.  Again, I’m not terribly hungry.  I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that my taste buds are all sorts of messed up this round and nothing really appeals to me…seeing if the idea of a cheese steak works…eating it…has little taste to me, but I know I need to eat, so I’m just slowly making my way through it…back to the couch I go…

Mom is heading back to NJ and Jordan is going to hang with me for a little…going to take a walk and get some air to see if that makes me feel better.  It is definitely good to get outside and breathe fresh air, but I’m just still so lethargic…

Jordan is getting ready to leave and my friend Rachel (well, really we just call her Dozor) happens to be in the area so she is stopping by for a bit….hanging with her and eating some dinner…good to catch up as I haven’t seen her in ages…

Walking Riley and off to bed I go…praying for a better night sleep…

Night all..

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